Always been a worrier with anxiety, though this has cooled down in other areas of my life. When it comes to work though, they'e still very much there.
Even when I worked part time in a cafe at uni I worried I'd lose my job. Then, four years into my first full time job I was made redundant which REALLY didn't help matters.
I'm now in a probation period, and I'm convinced they're going to sack me or let me go when it's up. I can't sleep because I'm worried about being out of work, and I'm not spending money on anything except basic necessities just in case. I feel guilty if I even get a £20 hair cut, or fill up my car. Even at weekends or while on holiday I worry.
I always try my best, but others definitely pick up on my nervous nature and this hinders me, so this may be a reason for my dismissal if it happens.
I guess what I'm asking is please try and give me some perspective - worrying about this is making it hard to enjoy my life. I dodn't even enjoy the jobs I do/have done, but I know being out of work would depress me and make it hard financially.