Worked at same place ages. Should have left ages ago, but struggled with confidence. Saw a job advertised while all relaxed on holiday recently and thought I'd apply. Interview is today. I have spent the weekend preparing, and as a consequence have probably over prepared. I am now sitting here gripped with misgivings about it all - I'm going to look an idiot, I'm going to dry up, fluff the questions, etc.
It's a small industry that I work in, so it's very possible I will know other applicants, and will see the CEO at events in the future. Who will all know that I am the twat who screwed up their interview. My hands are literally shaking just thinking about it and am having to think about my breathing. FFS.
I have told nobody IRL other than DH, so just needed to share on here and hope for some supportive comments please. I have zero self confidence at the moment.