Any employment specialists that can offer me some advice please? I'm a senior manager in a team of three reporting into a director. I had 10 days off due to depression in 2017 which I was open about. It wasn't work related. In my appraisal, which I didn't receive any negative feedback in, my director referred to my 'blip' in the year. Didn't think much of it but I now find out that my two male peers have been awarded extra holiday. We all have the same length of service. I was unaware of my colleagues good fortune but voiced a general concern about fairness given that I'm responsible for one of the areas that needs to build the new holiday elements. My director gave the game away by saying that there had been a regrading exercise and those assessed to be a tier 1 had been awarded additional holiday. I asked about the grading process and what I'd been assessed at but he wouldn't answer and said he needed to talk to HR and he'd been put in a difficult position and he would need to think about what my direct report could discuss with me going forward; he really only discussed the impact of building the new pay elements had on his workload, no confidential details of who. But I am responsible for this team so any attempts to undermine me like this is extremely uncomfortable. The context here is that there is supposed to be a focus on simplification of T&C's and fairness in the future and the new requirements are adding additional complexity, hence why I mentioned. I feel extremely aggrieved and feel as though my sick time has been used to assess me somewhat. I feel second rate and wonder why the only woman in the team has less holiday. Any advice for me as I am not sure I feel I want a future here any longer. For what it's worth, I inherited a holy mess when I came here. My director has consistently acted in a way to undermine my position by going directly to my staff which makes them uncomfortable. I by no means have resolved all issues under my control but unpicking 10 years of dysfunction with reduced resources does take time.