Got to go back to work today, grrrrr

[Soulfly]

hi all,
I have got a job about a month ago now, and i had last week off cause i couldn't find anywhere for the kids to go. they were fine and really flexible and its casual work so they don't mind if you need to have time off etc etc. But i go back tonight and i don't wanna i feel i am missing out on the kids even though its sort of late afternoon and they'll be in bed, i just hate leaving them, dh has them so i know they are fine etc. i just hate work, and i know i have to do it. Does anyone else feel like this? I also get so nervouse at work that i have to take bachs remedy to stop my nervouse.

hope it went ok!!

Ill update for Soulfly as she her pcs a bit dodgy at the mo, shes still taking her bachs and shes still not liking going in, but shes not going in this week, so thats taking the strain off of her, I will read this thread over the phone to her if anyones got any comments.

just wondering how you are now soulfly, i feel real bad about leaving kids, esp when little one is pulling me and crying but I have to work. Hope you are ok.
Hi Charliecat

I feel bad leaving my 2, especially to look after other people's kids, but i do like earning my own money and we need it now cos he's gone on the sick for 3 months with a bad back. Now i really have to go, and maybe take on more hours i dont want to go. Is it an option for you that if you really cant settle you can jack it in? Is it many hours?

i do p/t hrs. about 16 a week. I cant jack it in as we need the money. i will soon have to do f/t hrs and dont know how i'll cope.

Soulflys still off line, computers as good as dead! her DH is trying to fix it though. Shes still working away and still not liking it very much, hello you lot!