I'm really anxious
The company I've worked for (part time) over the last few years is making a lot of people redundant currently. I'm not on the list currently but expect they will start to cut people from my department in the not too distant future. Before getting this job I was unemployed for a very long time. I had no money :( I lived on jobseekers allowance and often didn't have money for basics like food and heating.
I'm scared of going back to those days and not being able to find work again. I have a (diagnosed) learning difficulty, mental health problems and several other medical conditions that restrict the work I can do. Unfortunately one of these medical conditions also means I'm not allowed to drive which restricts me even further. I ask myself when anyone would want to employ me and I can't think of any good reason. I only got my current job because nobody else turned up on the interview day and I met the most basic criteria. I like working and the routine it gives me but I know I'll struggle to get work elsewhere.. I'd really appreciate some advice if anyone has any? Sorry this is a bit long 