hi havent been on in ages, soooooooo busy with the little one hardly find time to get on any more but never mind... well im due to go back to work on 10 july and the thought of it is making me feel sick especially where i work its horrible so was wondering if i choose not to go back do i have to pay them any money back? dont want to phone hr as dont want them to know im thinking of not going back??? any halp would be grateful!