Hi Lovelies
I've been back to work since July this year now - Full Time. And boy am I finding it hard.
My emotions are trying to deal with leaving my baby with someone else 9 hours a day, missing out on all the tiny moments (high and low), work/life balance - does that exist anymore?, housework!!!, tiredness, childminder issues, mood swings, and going to a job i'm not particularly buzzing about!
I've been feeling pretty miserable since going back to work... trouble is I want to work. I want to be a working Mummy to provide for my family and instil good values for my daughter. I just want that quality time too, & a happy balance.
I've started to scribble on pieces of paper ideas where I can start up on my own :), I am sure many of you have done it! Looking at new jobs....
It's pretty tough going back to work, and also pretty lonely. Maternity leave I connected with many mummies, managed to spend quality time with my daughter doing fabulous classes. Then it stops...
Not sure what the answer is at the moment... but I'm searching for it. I'm searching for a solution, I'm just not there yet.
L x