I've been on maternity leave since mid-December 2016. My company run a discretionary bonus scheme which relates to the calendar year (Jan - Dec). There is no set formula for calculating bonuses - it's supposedly based on appraisal / performance, but really it's just management going through the list and allocating each individual according to who they do / don't like (I work in HR and so know how it works).
I've just found out my bonus for 2016 and I'm really disappointed with the amount. It's significantly less than what my peers have been awarded (as I work in HR I have sight of the numbers) and much less than I received in the previous round (despite the total bonus pool being similar). Basically I've been lumped with the underperformers.
Given that I worked nearly the whole year, there shouldn't be any pro-rating for absence whilst on maternity (even though I think there's still some debate around the legality of withholding bonuses on this basis).
I'm sure that there haven't been any performance issues - in fact I have always scored "above expectation" or "outstanding" throughout my time with this company and also in the last year. I put in long hours (unpaid), met all my objectives, really tried to go the extra mile, no days off sick (despite hideous morning sickness) and continue to provide lots of support to the department in my absence.
I think it's a case of 'out of sight out of mind' and also, this is a company which is very intolerant of family-friendly policies, they don't care about work-life balance and are pretty anti women (very few women in senior positions). I therefore strongly suspect that my mat leave has been detrimental to my bonus award.
I feel pretty gutted, demotivated and although part of me wants to just quit and find a new job, I really want to fight it because of the injustice of it all. It's not really about the money for me, but more about how unfair it feels.
On the other hand, I hate being "the trouble-maker" and know that if I cause a fuss, my card will be forever marked. I also like my job and will struggle to find another part-time job which pays as well as this one.
WWYD? Do you think I should pursue it? Do I have a case for maternity discrimination?