Sorry this might be a pointless post, but I am really dreading going back to work that the thought of it is making me feel ill. I work as a housekeeper in a care home, & I had to go off sick at 16 weeks because of some complications during my pregnancy and then went on maternity at 29 weeks. They have been supportive and I am grateful but I am just tired of being looked down at and being rushed off my feet cos we are so short staffed 99% of the time!
I am due to go back to work in May which is when my maternity ends and I am trying so hard to find another job while I am free but either they don't get back to me or I have been unsuccessful. I cannot afford to be a SAHM so I know you will all probably tell me to suck it up! I was already really low and depressed working there before I got pregnant. It's so repetitive, boring and on minimum wage.
If work (or the thought of it) was making your life so miserable, would you honestly go back there? I mean, money would be really tight but I will continue looking. Not even sure whether I'd be entitled to anything because I would have made myself unemployed. Xxx