I have been off work for 9 days. the first 2 for bereavement and I had originally had this week just gone off as I had a holiday away booked but due to the circumstances (ie my friend dying) I cancelled the holiday and stayed home the week. Tomorrow is my first day back in and although it has only been 9 days off I am dreading it. I wasn't much enjoying work before (1 aspect of the job troubles me but can't talk to anyone about it) but my heart is lurching with the thought of going in tomorrow. I work in customer services and if one customer is irate with me I am afraid I may just burst into tears. I cannot afford to leave the job and i'm currently looking for employment elsewhere so this is just to get it off my chest really.