LittleGoat
Yes I would be able to but I think I would have lost the plot by now! ;)
It allows me some time just with baby and allows my older child some time with friends away from the baby. He loves nursery and is lucky to go to a fantastic one. Also it gives me a chance to have a slightly less hectic few hours and rest, which given I'm getting about 4 hours sleep a night is helpful.
I have quite a high needs, refluxy baby who will only nap on me, and will only tolerate 5-10 minutes at a time on a playmat or in bouncy chair maybe 4 times a day - the rest of the time I'm carrying him and he screams and cries a fair bit. I have no help or family within hundreds of miles and my partner works long hours.
When we are all at home I literally cannot focus on baby at all, my older son constantly demands my attention. I mean constantly, I know it's a new-baby-induced phase as he used to play by himself beautifully, and probably made a lot worse by the fact I'm juggling a crying baby most of the day, but I'm lucky to get 20 seconds without a request or demand.
on these days the baby's basic needs (feeds and nappy change) are met but that's it, and I have to leave him crying much more than I'd like to. Which isn't great. I can get away with it now with a four month old but in a few months it will be harder.
Written an essay there but it's all relevant! Obviously someone with an easier baby who napped in a pram or cot, or slept through the night or had an easy going less demanding older child, or perhaps someone who has family help, might not want or need to use childcare, but I don't know what I'd do without it!