I dont really know whay Im posting, Mostly to rant, I need to vent and perhaps someone could give me some advice. Im just lost at the moment.
I have been with my company ten years, working my current role for two years after returning from maternity leave, reduced hours (job share) and also compressed hours. We have had a restructure which seemed to go on forever, where I was at risk of redundancy -I was so stressed I was having anxiety attacks as I cant afford not to have my job, we wouldntbe ableto affordour rent and we would have to move, but also there are no other jobs out there on my hours on my pay scale. Finally we got news that one girl had taken Volountary Redundancy so the rest of us where safe. The new structure means a new boss, and today I have been advised that I can no longer work compressed hours because they dont need someone in early or late (even though the work is there to do, I have been doing this 2 years and the job is not chaging significantly!!). Instead of working two long days and a short day, they want me to work three normal days - which means they will also be cutting my hours at a loss of £2000 a year for me plus I will need additional childcare for the extra half day. To top it off they have asked my job sharer to take the hours I will be cut!! I kinda said hang on I dont want my hours cut and now they have come back and siad its that or i can work a rota of a 3 day week/4 day week, thats even less possible as nursery wont allow this rota, so I will have to pay 4 full days of childcare every week. I just dont understand why they will not letme work an extra half hour before and after the propsoed office times as I have always done as the business is open during these times anyway. Im quite happy to lose an hour so my job share is in a full day, the other day they close early so the office will always be covered, plus there is another team member in there also!
I just feel lost,I have always been so accomidating swapping my days when needed, working from home to make sure work is complete and now I feel like a kick in face - I just dont know what to do, Im back to square one. I hate businesses - being a working mum is so hard :(