I am in a really fortunate position that my main client has said my position will be available for me when I return from maternity leave. Considering I an contractor I think I am pretty dam lucky plus I love working there.
However now we have found my maternity cover, all of a sudden, I feel quite anxious that my boss, the MD, will like her, and there won't be a job for me when I go back. My cover is good and I was really impressed with her when I interviewed her, but deep down I feel I have done my own legs by putting her forward for second interviews and is now successful.
I know this is the risk of contracting, and I was quite aware of this before I got pregnant. But I love working there. And all of a sudden I am scared I am going to lose my fab job.
For what it's worth, hubby feels if the MD says they will have me back, they will. They are not the type of people to go back on their word. But having been made redundant by my previous employer (perm role) when pg with my first I am naturally anxious again about losing my job again.
I an going back 1 day a week after 6 months so not away for too long but still I am a little fretful.