... which means that I should seriously start thinking about what I want to do:
a. find full time job there, and continue life as we know it now (but in Cambridge). Ds1 and ds2 in full time nursery
b. find part time job there, and stay home with kids other half of the time.
c. become SAHM.
I am getting absolutely terrified at the idea of having to up-root the dc-s, dh and me. Selling our house, which we only just bought really (April 2004). Moving job. I actually really like the place i work right now, but the chances of getting a permanent position are v.slim, though my boss seems to think he can probably arrange something.
I guess what I am really looking for are some words of support. Someone who's done the same thing. Someone who lives in London (West, Ealing? Acton?) with children, and enjoys it. We used to live in Ealing, but this is years ago, BK=before kids, as dh always says.
Sorry, I am rambling, but it is late, and I have just posted my CV to someone who might be able to help me find a job, so I am a bit anxious and excited.