I've posted before about my situation. I cannot trust my line manager after she materially changed my job description without any notice in September 2014 and she has done a number of things since which mean I have no confidence in her, including trying to take my bonus back! She clearly doesn't trust he and I would say our relationship has broken down.
I have a long term health condition. My line manager is aware of this and of its effects on me. For example, she is aware I have some cognitive problems, which affect my ability to carry out my new responsibilities and, because we share an office, she is aware of how stressed I have become because of this. She has see me crying on more than one occasion.
I have tried to raise these issues on a number of occasions, but she will not engage.
I have tried not to let the stress get to me, but since my job description changed, I have had six periods of sick leave, and I am now into the absence review process. All those sick times are 100% genuine. There have been two stomach upsets, three respiratory viruses and one day off for a cold. After the last two viruses, I have had tachycardia and this means I have been off longer than might be expected. I will have been off nine days this time, although I did go into work the first three days I was ill, because I was afraid to go off sick again.
I can see now, that the last two absences with viruses have coincided with times when I should be working on my new responsibilities, so it looks as I am avoiding them. I was not previously conscious of this and had actually booked a GP appointment next week to ask if there was anything I could do to stop myself getting ill all the time.
I'm due to go back on Monday and will have a back to work meeting. I am sitting at home getting very stressed about this. I don't know how to play it. Should I just ask to be referred to Occupational Health? What arectheyblielybtondo?