Have been a journalist for about 12 years covering everything really.
Through ill health I've arrived at a bit of a juncture. I will get better but I can't envisage going back full time. I'm off sick at the moment.
I feel like I've given everything to my last role and achieved so much - more than I could have hoped.
But rather than excitement about going back when I'm better I feel worried about what more I can offer.
I feel that freelance would be a fantastic new challenge and help me take my career to the next level - but it might not.
Freelance would mean I got to spend time with the kids and actually be there for them when I need to be which I haven't been when I was in the office FT. It was all morning and after school clubs and just general chaos in terms of a routine of any sort and the long hours probably contributed to my illness.
DH doesn't want me to go freelance. He doesn't know how it will work and wants me to have the security of a wage. He thinks that I will see other families 'get on' with new cars, extensions, holidays etc and I will be upset that our lifestyle isn't as flashy.
I'm totally at a loss at what to do. Help.