so i returned to work last week after 13 months off on maternity, Previously i was a coach and process support(stated on work review paperwork) i had been in keeping in touch days and had requested to get everything back in place to ensure my return was smooth. I knew it would be testing leaving my girls but was willing to do it, i had always enjoyed my job. Previous to my return i asked at least times 5 what my job role was going to be - manager, senior manager even higher and no one gave me an answer.
I got in last week it was hard and i was emotional but i did it. My new manager was off and no one really gave me any specific of anything to do, i knew the general area i was returning to so began to reacquaint myself on Wednesday my manager returned and late that day we had a meeting to set objectives, it was at this point i was told i was to go back to a basic job that i started on 6 years ago!
I asked why i wasn't returning to my position and was told there was no longer a need for me as part of it had been dissolved and part handed over to another team (at no point had i been told anything about this). I told her i felt really let down and demeaned that the last 6 years of hard work trying to progress had been wiped away by the fact i had had a baby! She basically just said tough luck! Now im really struggling, my hours are long and the job is not engaging enough to stop me dwelling on the misery and how much i miss my children.
I feel like i have been discriminated against i had to fight my hours even though they are full time and more than most others and now i am being treated like an idiot... today i was asked to attend a meeting that was to tell me they had revoked all my admin privileges!
I dont know what to do but i know i cant carry on like this! any advice???