I've returned to work today after my maternity leave. I was chatting with a colleague who told me her temporary post at the grade higher than us (we are in public sector) has been made permanent a few days ago. I said I was pleased for her and the conversation moved on.
I'm so disappointed about her getting this job as prior to my maternity leave I'd been working really hard in preparation to apply for it myself. My manager said in passing to me that if I wasn't going on maternity they would act me up to this role.
They advertised the role when I'd just gone off and I'm 97% certain noone told me about it apart from my best friend who also works in our team. I wouldn't have gone for it anyway as it was advertised as 6 months temporary to back fill a post and I was expecting to be off for 11 months more at this point. But if they'd have said it was permanent I'd have gone for it!
I've come back and it's all done and dusted she's in post. I went for the same post but in a different location when 34 weeks pregnant but didn't get it but neither did she. There was a another same job advertised elsewhere while I was off but I didn't go for it as I didn't want to travel that far.
Am I right to be a bit gutted about this? I mentioned it in passing to my boss who said 'we'll she'd applied through a competitive recruitment' and ' that's the way xx (our manager) has done it'. But I maintain I didn't have the chance to apply and was deliberately put off applying by it being temporary.
If I am right to be a bit put out by this- what do I do?