I found out yesterday that I am being made redundant. This is completely out of the blue and no one else I work with is affected. I'm 29 weeks pregnant. I have been told that I will still get stat maternity pay and I can get the company enhanced maternity pay until the date my employment ends, which will be 1st September. Enhanced maternity pay is 6 months full pay. I had originally intended to go on mat leave at 38 weeks.
I have to see HR tomorrow to discuss details and I'm thinking of telling them that I want to go on maternity leave with immediate affect as then I would receive the enhanced pay for longer, plus I then wouldn't have commuting costs.
I am feeling hurt and betrayed by my employer but don't want to fight this - my stress levels are too high and I was considering not going back to work after this maternity leave anyway.
If I do go on mat leave straight away then I would be really letting my team down - I have lots of loose ends to tie up before I finish, plus the two other people who do my role are having annual leave before I go which I should be covering. Me being made redundant isn't their fault so I would feel guilty about this, but another part of me doesn't want to face them as I'm feeling resentful that I am being made redundant and they are not.
I'm also worried about getting a good reference if I do this. My boss has promised to use his contacts to help me with job hunting after mat leave and give me an excellent reference - if I piss him off by leaving everyone in the lurch then I doubt he will want to help me.
Anyone want to advise me on what I should do? I think my judgement is clouded because I'm so pissed off about the way I've been treated.