Hi! This is not so much "back to work" but I hope this is the best place. Perhaps posting here reflects my crisis of confidence! Sorry if it's long. A friendly wave if I'm outing myself. My suspicion is that outing myself is perhaps what I need to do more.
So, I'm a non-practising solicitor, I left a top tier regional firm in 2004 with 7 years PQE when ds1 was 18 months (you can guess the story). My youngest is now 9.
My field is intellectual property and I had litigated, so luckily I was able to create a consultancy business in transactional IP. I've worked about 15 hours a week for the last decade. When I look at my CV, it looks pretty good. Some very cool engineering R&D businesses have trusted me with their licensing work. I've tutored masters students at the local red-brick uni to keep the CPD side going. However, some problems:
- I have got business purely on word of mouth (avoids the nutters). I've been a bit complacent perhaps as my network of "champions" is now aging/retiring....I know I must have marketed well but right now I feel worried/less sure about it.
- My biggest client, which pays me a much-valued monthly retainer, which represents half my income, wants to sell, and that will end my role there.
- I always seem to have a deeper obsession "on the go". First it was environmental stuff. Then DS2's developmental challenges, then I got this interest in creating an alternative pedagogy for a minor school subject. My methods work and I've ended up working one day a week at DS2's school, where I charge rates appropriate to that market (lower!).
- I've always kept the legal business (working for clients a hundred miles away) separate from my local pedagogical interests - Here in my local town I'm known and respected for the school role.
5 no one can "place me" - including me! In the last year I have heard myself described as "a mum helping out", "a superb leader" "support staff", "a part time ex solicitor with young kids", "a pragmatic talented business advisor". I don't know what I am! A leading city firm approached me with a view to setting up a rival to "lawyers on demand". The next day I was reminded I was "support staff". Just modern life maybe.
- I can't stop doing the school thing because it's addictive and makes a big difference but I can reconcile myself to just doing it one day a week.
- I never network for legal work in my home town because I worry that potential clients won't take me seriously -I feel they'll say "oh, the school lady?"
I think what I need to do is market my legal services more locally and stop being ashamed of spending one day a week doing something else I love and am valued for. Yet I know that no law firm would touch me doing four days a week, and the same might apply to in-house work, and that makes me feel like I should "hide" the school work.
All advice appreciated. I don't want to convert to teaching by the way because in most subjects the national curriculum is very prescriptive ..... it wouldn't be like doing my role 5 days a week.