anxiety?

[moaningminnie2]

I work for a company which is in real financial difficulty, they couldn't pay everyones wages last month.
My employers have started a disciplinary action against me and have made plans in my hearing , to outsource my work to a bureau to get it done cheaper (they think).
The disciplinary centres round me not achieving a monthly deadline on one occasion.But I am reliant on other people in different departments on doing their bits for me to achieve this deadline.I made my manager aware of it.I brought a grievance which didn't really solve anything and made them just hate me more and publicly criticise me on the most minute matters.I am so completely on edge now and cannot even focus on my job properly when I am there and have this postponed disciplinary hanging over me.I have been there les than 2 years and really it is a blatant attempt to get out of paying me 4 weeks notice I think.I was coping fine, but suddenly all this has hit me I have developed bad acid reflux, I can't sleep at night and feel very tense and tearful all the time.I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do about work.Today is my day off and I have a migraine.I don't lnow if I shouldgo to the doctor or if this is a normal reaction to this situation.And I don't know what to do about work.Just thought of going in tomorrow makes me feel like curling up

I had a migraine-it is easing off now.I couldn't type with a migraine

I feel your pain. Go to the dr and tell him how stressed you are, your other symptoms and try get signed off for a while. Your health and happiness is the most important thing. Its just a job at the end of the day, you can get another one that is less grief.

I really feel for you, I'm in a similar position and once it gets to this stage all trust you have is gone. You need to put yourself first and get yourself well and in a good place to have a plan.

You will get another job this is not the only one and they sound truly horrible and incompetent to boot.!

Dear OP, I feel for you. Either go to your GO and ask to be signed off, or go to work but take it very easy. I have gone and still go through days of terrible anxiety because of work. When I feel like this, I just go there but try to do the minimum necessary so as to calm myself down a bit.
It's just a job and it shouldn't take your whole life. Once you're out of there, it will all be in the past, and you will put the whole thing behind. They do sound like arseholes, excuse my language.

Sorry meant GP not GO

Thankyou for your replies xx