Back to work tomorrow - very nervous!

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i've been on m/l for a whole year! where has the time gone?!

i'm going back full time, which i'm not too happy about - just seems like too much time away from dd. she'll be spending 4 days/week with a lovely cm and 1 day with my mil.

She seems to really enjoy her time with her cm (has had a few settling in days, although none of them as long as her regular day will be) so i'm not too worried about her.

so i'm just worried about me! i'll miss dd
and i don't remember anything about work
and i'm not sure my brain works very well any more

on the other hand, i'll get to drink a whole cup of tea while it's still hot, so that's somehting to look forward to

sorry - i am slightly drunk so perhaps not too coherent. just looking for some sympathy/encouragement.

thanks!

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im sure it'll all go just fine. i started work last week after almost a year off with my dd. it was hard, but actually colleagues were very helpful, they kind of understood what it must be like to be out of the work scene for so long. sure you'll get right back into it, infact, once you're back, it'll probably feel like you've never been away! good luck anyway!

I went to work full time after DD, cried all the way there but soon got back into the swing of it - you'll be fine