I have found a job I would love and be perfect for. It's basically my dream job, I can meet every point on the job description, it's with an organisation that is a leader in the field...It's perfect.
But:
I'm 26 weeks pregnant, the closing date is next week so realistically I'm not going to start before I'd want to take mat leave and so I wouldn't be starting for a year.
Plus we currently live 300miles away and DH has a job here. Potential job is in London, which is where we want to move to, and DH has been applying for jobs there but he doesn't have anything lined up and there are no guarantees he would have something in a year's time.
I'm scared not so much that I wouldn't get it (I could deal with that and it would be good experience), but that I would be offered it and then either have to turn it down or really struggle to make it work. If I turned it down it would probably damage my chances of ever working for that organisation, and it's a small industry so word might get out.
Is my best bet applying and hoping that I wow them and they then decide they don't want me because of my pregnancy? I know it's discrimination but I don't want to not apply :(
WWYD?