Hi all,
I'm uber-frustrated at the moment. I've been volunteering three days per week for six months at my favourite charity. I consider myself to be professional and hard-working, bubbly and flexible. However, when I applied for a job about three months ago I wasn't even short-listed. It took 10 weeks of nagging to get the feedback that I needed so that I could be sure to make better applications in the future. I felt really put out by this, especially because that application took me two days to complete.
Two weeks ago, I saw a print-out by the photocopier listing the details of a rather young and inexperienced woman being interviewed for a new receptionist job. When I asked my manager about this, she could only apologise that she and the other senior managers had 'simply forgotten' to mention the post to me. I made it very clear then that I felt betrayed by this and that I had proven myself a thousand times over to be worthy of a paid job there. Anyway, it turns out that the stipulation of that particular receptionist post was that the person had to be aged 18-21 as it was advertised as part of a governmental scheme to get the 'yoof' back into work. This is fair enough, but I'd said what I'd said by then. I sent my manager an apology then. I never did get an acknowledgement of the apology (even though, looking at the situation, what I said was understandable).
All of this happened on the day that my manager promised to start paying my expenses each week rather than each month, as I could no longer afford to be a month's worth of expenses out of pocket. However, eight days after this promise was made, I still didn't have any expenses in my back account and I was going into work with no money for food to eat for the day. When I asked about this, I was told that my manager had forgotten to approve the payment.
Besides the fact that I couldn't have gotten any of those two jobs (I wasn't qualified enough for the first one and I am too old for the second), is it fair to be treated like this? Should I cut my losses and leave? I really thought that volunteering so much of my time doing a job that they are too short-staffed to complete would put me in good stead for a future job. Now I'm starting to think that I'm just free labour.