I am a qualify tax adviser but was made redundant in May 2011 (5 weeks pregnant) i was unemployed for 4 months then found a temporary role for 13 weeks before going on maternity allowance. DC2 now 8 months and my maternity allowance has stopped.
I have been looking for a job for a few months now had one interview and heard back today that i havent got it.
Im feeling very un-confident now as maybe I was crap at my job and thats why i was made redundant and why i didnt get this new job. I know if i was in the job i could do it but as i haven't done it for so long i cant get back to speed at home as i dont have the time head space to do it so may find it hard to impress at interview.
I dont want to be home all day with the DC anymore, i want a job, but what to do??? I was on good money (£18K for 3 days) and want that again to beable to provide for my DC and there future but if i cant find a tax job there is nothing else i can do that would bring in that money.
I have thought of doing catalogue work in the evenings, such as Body shop or betterware, but long term where does that leave me? and I would still be with the DC all day.
I had thought of retraining to be a counsellor but what if i do that (would take years and would still need an evening job) and Im no good at it and dont get a job at the end of it.
Just waffling now, getting my thoughts out.
Got to sort the kids out, will be back later to see if anyone has any thoughts