Hello oh wise employment people.
I have been at my current company 5 yrs. I went on mat leave in Feb, for 6 months, and as a 'key member of staff' I got supplementary pay over and above the usual SMP provision. The paydeal was 50% pay for 20 weeks after the 6 weeks at 90%, on the condition that I returned at 6 months, and stayed with the company for 12 months. This was offered to me in a letter, which I didn't sign or return, it was just an offer, a letter, and a thanks, but of course as I did receive the pay, I guess it can be assumed I agreed to the terms. If I broke the terms of the agreement, I would have to pay the company back the amount of 'extra' mat pay I got, i.e. if I give notice to leave before 12 months is up, I owe them several thousand pounds.
Aaaaaaanyway, I've now been back at work 5 months (so 5 months into the 12 months 'bond' as it were), and things are getting very difficult. Redundancies this week (not me, yet), cashflow v difficult, more work, fewer people, and to top it all off one (newish) senior member of staff being very unpleasant and making the atmosphere really horrible.
So, I want to go back on the agreement, and was wondering how enforceable it would be. The thing is, I loved working for this company, was thoroughly invested in it, believe in what we do, and was looking forward to returning to work, but since I have come back, it's a miserable existence, and I feel like I am continually just one bad meeting away from being given my marching orders. I was previously very loyal to the company and wouldn't have dreamt of going back on an agreement (and had a fairly low opinion of people who would). I just feel like I'm waiting to be made redundant, but I can't look for new jobs or be pro-active in any way, because if I was offered one, I would then have to pay my current company a shed load of money that I don't have spare.
I really feel
about even asking this as it's really very bad form to go back on an agreement, but I really feel like my current situation is untenable.
I just feel trapped, I want to start looking for a new job, because I'm miserable, and frankly the company is probably going to go under within 6 months, but I can't, because of my mat leave deal, which at the time, was fabulous, but a lot has changed here since then. I know this is all reliant on me even getting another job, which is by no means easy in the current climate, but equally I don't want to piss off potential employers by starting to apply for stuff, getting interviews, and then messing them around.
Anybody been in this situ?
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