Not really sure what I'm asking, but so unhappy and stressed.
I've worked for the same company for 18 months, the first 15 months I was a casual in one department. I needed to go full time on a perm contract due to my DHs job insecurity and the antisocial hours of the job making it tricky with childcare, so took a position in a different department. This has 6 months probation (I'm 3 months in). I really regret this as I really miss my old job (where they loved me and I was really valued) and my new job isn't going very well.
I made a couple of minor errors, nothing catastrophic and I actually asked advice on here about one of them and was told not to worry at all. However my boss flipped about it. I have access to his emails which I need to read and respond to as part of my job, and he sent an email to the girl I replaced (also a friend and still employed in the company so I need to interact with her) basically saying he wished she hadn't left and moaning about me. He would have known I would have seen it. She worked here a long time and implemented a lot of the systems, it's really complex and I think it's totally unreasonable to expect me to come in and perform to her level immediately.
I brought it up with him and he did apologise and I told him how humiliating it was. We are trying to repair the relationship but I'm desperately unhappy and there is also a restructure coming up so I'm worried about how safe my job is. My old department have said as soon as a position comes up that they will have me back in a second, but I have no idea when that will happen.
I don't know whether to just stick it out and see what happens (I am actually dreading going to work at the moment) or to talk to HR about moving internally. I know others have done that, but I don't know where i stand still being on my probation, and whether the email he sent has any bearing?
Does anyone have any advice?