In a nutshell, I dislike the company I work for for quite a number of reasons (in fact, deep down, I disagree with its entire ethos) and am in the process of arranging my exit.
There's a new department opening shortly which will involve several new jobs (we think 4 or 5 but they're being cagey about details). They would be promotions for the people who got them. This was first announced to us at a company-wide meeting at which the new department's appointed leader (let's call him Peter) said that everybody was welcome to interview for them and would be considered on an equal footing but that he did have a few particular people in mind.
It then quickly became apparent that he had had private words with these people, persuading them to apply for particular roles and had even made some informal 'confidential' offers*. Meanwhile, the official word remained that it was a totally level playing-field with everyone invited to interview. This led to a paranoid, bitchy atmosphere in the office for weeks with everyone trying to suss out who'd been told what.
I had considered applying but quickly decided against it. As it seemed like a foregone conclusion, I figured I might as well spare myself the humiliation of an interview. If they were not going to play fair, why would I want to play? As I'm in the process of planning my exit, it's obviously not hugely important to me plus I've only recently returned from mat leave.
Anyway, decisions were announced at the end of today, although I had to leave early and don't know what they are (I'm not really the type to go pumping others for that kind of info). This morning I happened to find myself in the lift with someone from senior management. Obviously knowing what the big gossip topic of the day would be, he immediately got onto, 'You didn't apply, did you?' 'Why not?' I told him honestly that I didn't think I was one of the people Peter had in mind.
He rolled his eyes at me in a way I found quite unpleasant. I honestly don't know whether his thoughts were, 'You are so pathetic, just take a chance woman!', 'I'm fed up with all the gossip and complaints surrounding this!' or, 'I can't believe Peter has handled this so badly!' Somehow I doubt it was the latter. Actually I suspect it was the former.
'Look,' he said crossly, 'EVERYBODY was invited to apply. I can tell you that the decisions Peter has made are VERY different from the ones he thought he was going to make, based on how the interviews went. Why wouldn't he have had you in mind?' I said it was just a feeling I had. Damn, I should have spelt it out, shouldn't I, and said I knew he'd made verbal offers way before the interviews even took place?
Should I be more upfront, do you think, and let on that I know what's happening? Or is it best to just play along?
*I do know this for a fact as one of my best friends was offered one. Although she is of the same mind as me, also planning her exit, and unimpressed with the very exploitative package offered. It's one of those, 'The contract says you work X hours but really we expect X+20' deals.