Okay, I know I'm an idiot but I've been using my work's computer for social media daily, mainly because I'm not being given enough work really.
I asked for more work and I've been given it so I use the computers less now for personal use now and I never talk about work.
However, someone I dont like, whos been threatening my family etc and causing me huge stress, has now phoned my boss anonymously to complain that I'm misusing my work's computers. Now my boss is conducting an investigation.
I know I'm an idiot and believe me there will be absolutely no more misuse of company computers but what can I do? My union rep is useless, I have been bullied in work for several months and she hasn't helped re: that.
Furthermore, I have been on anti depressants, suicidal, ill health etc mainly because of the individual outside of work and people within work, and all of it has affected my work in that I'm not interested in my work anymore, my attendance, timekeeping etc hasn't been great of late as I'm so stressed out.
I'm really worried that I will lose my job. I'm such an idiot, but to lose my job on top of everything else that is going on, would be too much for me.
I had a look at my work's disciplinary policy and it goes verbal warning, 2 written warnings, then 4th stage is gross misconduct, although gross misconduct can be taken straight away.
I've worked there for 8 years and my record has been clean until now.
Please someone advise me.