After 9 years of full-time mothering my youngest has now started school, and I'm desperately looking for a job.
It's not going well - I'm in the South West, and the competition for the few jobs is fierce. I don't think I'd predicted how hard it would be.
The result is that after 2 months of applying I've only had one interview offered to me - it's on Monday for a major supermarket locally.
Nine years ago I was on £30k, I've got a degree, and I used to work in this same supermarket (different branch) as a student MANY YEARS AGO!
I live in a middle-class enclave with a lovely school, and although I'm relieved to be offered SOMETHING/ANYTHING I'm torn between that feeling, and the worry that (assuming I even get the job) I'm inevitably going to bump into my middle-class, professional neighbours/school gate mothers.
It's bad enough that my career is apparently dead, and I'm back to minimum wage but the idea of the neighbours pitying me......but we do need the money.
AND, as the politicians keep saying recently, I need to get back "into the habit of work".
Anybody else just ended up taking anything to make ends meet......