If I go back to my job, I will only make enough to pay the childminder... so its seems pointless right now, to work and make no money. However someone mentioned paying back my maternity pay.... I have no money at the moment so that would be impossible for me. Do I have to? how do I find out? Would I have to pay it ALL back?? Thats a lot of money!!!! Has anyone gone back just to avoid this, if so how long do I have to go back before resigning?