I made a start on an English transcript. If anyone's interested, post below and I'll see if I can finish it up tomorrow. (The stories include self harm and suicide attempts.)
Enquete - 29 Feb 2024
From mixed sex toilets to the new youth trans law of Alberta, you know that trans is a polarising and politicised subject.
This week we'll look at this topic from the medical perspective, calmly, and above all with the people directly concerned - trans adolescents and their parents.
PRES: Noone wants to prolong the suffering of young people uncomfortable in their skin, but in the rush to take medical steps on their bodies, are we taking the time to really evaluate what's going on in their heads?
PARENTS of CLARA: They told us she'll start these hormones, she'll become happy, it will liberate her. But it wasn't like that. Not at all.
JANE: quote
PRES: I'm Marie Maude Denis, welcome to Enquete.
NARRATOR: This fourteen year old girl is going to her first gender clinic appointment. She doesn't need her parents' consent. For her transition she has multiple options, like hormones and surgeries, from publicly funded medicine, or privately. How is such treatment organised by our health system, we wanted to know. We asked teens who took major decisions, with sometimes irreversible consequences.
PARENTS OF CLARA: When she came back from Christmas holidays at her Dad's, I found her hiding in the wardrobe and she was cutting herself. That's how it started.
All names changed.
Clara is an only child now 24. She was a model student, serious and very sensitive.
CLARA I had challenges with my mental health right from the age of 8. I put a belt around my neck.
From childhood, Clara was troubled with anxiety, compounded by bullying when she hit puberty.
CLARA I got lots of comments about my appearance. I thought my face was deformed. I hated to see myself in the mirror.
In 2025, on the internet, she came across what she thought was the cause of her discomfort.
CLARA: At that time there were loads of young people blogging. I encountered the idea that someone's gender was defined by how they felt inside. I didn't see myself as a woman any more than I felt a man.
PARENTS: AT first she said she was agender. I don't identify as a girl, I don't identify as a boy. I thought, Yes, Ok, that's the problem. If that's what she wants to work on, we'll go along with her. So, I did some web research.
Suzie found a psychologist specialised in GD. AT 15yo Clara became her patient.
PARENTS From the first appointment we were told it was vital, straight away to call her by her boy's name, to take steps to start hormones, like a race against the clock.
Responding immediately to the needs of young trans people is one of the pillars of the approach taken in Quebec.
ANNIE PULLEN SANSFACON The longer a young person has to wait before medical intervention, the more you see their mental health degrade.
APL is former Chair in research into trans children and their families. She favours the so-called trans affirming approach.
APL: For us, the affirmative approach is that the only person who can determine someone's gender identity is the person themselves. That's the basis of it.
This is also the method used by Clara's psych, who quickly issued referral letters for the name and sex registration change of her client.
SUZIE: I said, well if that's all, I'll call her by the name she wants. I just want to save her. Then she brought me all this evidence, like that my daughter faints or throws up when she has her period, ah, that's her body rejecting her feminine side. And then at I thik the third visit, she says to me 'Mum, actually, I'm a trans boy because I'd rather be an effeminate boy than a butch woman.'
But it's not that simple. Clara is unstable, impulsive and hypersensitive. Some other professionals sugeest she has characteristics of BPD. Her parents suggest this to the psych.
DAD Well, couldn't it be BPD? I wanted to see her reaction. She said BPD doesn't exist. People with BPD are really trans.
In Quebec to start a medical transition you need one letter of recommendation. Clara got one, and moved on to the first stage.
CLARA First of all, you get Lupron. That's hormone blockers. It stops puberty.
Lupron is a medication which puts the brakes on the production of hormones during puberty and allows the young person to think about their gender identity. Since 2010 prescriptions to adolescents have multiplied by six according to RAMQ data. Régie de l’assurance maladie du Québec (RAMQ). And a study shows that 9 out of 10 ados taking blockers continue towards a medical transition.
CLARA My periods stopped immediately.
Clara moved on to the next step - T. She is 15 and in Quebec there is no minimum age for it. In 2013, 10 girls 14-17 received prescription for T, in 2023, 97.
CLARA I got hairier, and my voice began to change. But I didn't like what I saw any better than before.
SUZIE They told us, you'll see, when she starts taking it she'll be really happy, she'll be liberated. But it wasn't like that, not at all.
DAD We could see the changes, but we couldn't see any benefit to her health. Nothing changed. It was just miserable. All the time we've got at the back of our minds - she might kill herself.
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Jane always thought of herself as a bit more masculine than average, a kind of long haired tomboy. Then at 14.
JANE I was watching a livestream and it was all about a coming out story and how the parents had been supportive when they said they were trans. I went 'what's that, transgender?' And when I saw the definition I thought, Oh, there's something there that seems to match me.
That was in summer 2020, and an incident confirmed her choice.
JANE I was sexually assaulted. And I think that tipped ths scales for me, I said to myself, oh, if I was a boy, that wouldn't have happened to me. Plus I was just disgusted at the idea of being a women because of what happened.
Jane knew what she wanted then. Testosterone. Her doctor referred her to a specialist. She ended up at Meraki the gender clinic affiliated with McGill Uni. After Sainte Justine, it's the biggest in Quebec. She's referred directly to an endocrinologist, the hormone specialist.
INTERVIEWER: Jane, who evaluated you to work out if you really had GD?
JANE: Weeeell. Maybe my endo, he asked a few questions. But really that's all there was.
JANE (old video) This morning in half an hour I'll take my first shot of T
Jane gets her T prescription in April 22, after two appointments. She's 16.
JANE I told myself, you're so brave, not everyone could do this. I saw it as something that would free me from feeling awkward in my body.
After four months on T and several suicide attempts Clara is admitted to the Riviere des Prairies hospital. her parents want to know, does she actually have BPD?
DAD: When we told them at the hospital that they'd told us that BPD didn't exist, and that those people are actually trans, the psychologists there practically jumped, they went 'WHAT? She said what? This hospital is full of people with BPD'.
The hospital reviewed the diagnosis of dysphoria. The psych there recommended therapy and stopped the T injections. But when she left hospital, Clara started to inject it again and went straight back to her original psych.
MUM: The appointments, each time I would ask 'What did you talk about?' 'Oh that i have the legal right to go to the men's toilet. So I asked, did you talk about anything else? That doesn't sound like therapy? I said, enough, I'm not paying for legal advice on trans rights and what activism you can take part in. I'm sending you for help. So, that was the last appointment, clearly she was no use at all.
Jane was moving to the next step - mastectomy.
JANE Sure, the fact that I saw other boys around bare chested by the pool, I felt like I was half a boy, not authentic.
ONe and a half years after her first dose. Jane paid for her breasts to be removed by a private clinic. It was last august, she had just turned 18.
Clara was 17.
CLARA I passed as a teen boy and wearing a binder was uncomfortable.
MUM: Driving to the operation I definitely said to her 'are you sure' Because you know I don't want you to have any regrets. She said, 'If I detransition I can always get new ones'.