Sorry to hear this, Tallisker.
I suspect that this is why there is only one local chapter of the network. I would love to be part of one in my dept but I feel I would be an immediate target and the slightest slip would get me into disciplinary territory.
I had a conversation with a colleague from our LGBT network at an event earlier this year and very tentatively raised the issue of same-sex attraction. It was a perfectly amicable conversation but I was shaking afterwards. I just don’t have the nerve, especially as I feel like I’m completely alone in the dept.
It is terrifying how effectively people with reasonable, lawful and majoritarian views have been silenced.