Every now and then, the scene from The Umbrella Academy pops into my head - where the black woman enters a cafe in the 1960's. She is verbally and physically assaulted because of the colour of her skin by the majority of customers. I never want to be in the evil, ignorant group. Linking the fight against racism and sexism to gender rights has done a number on me (possibly as designed?) I worry constantly that I am being a bigot, despite spending most of my life as an anti-racist feminist supporting women and girls.
I feel this so, so much. I know my GC views are right and I know female conditioning makes me feel guilt about this. But I still find it difficult to reconcile with being seen as a bigot and even right wing. All my views are firmly to the left and I wouldn't dream of discriminating against anyone, but all those people whose views I normally align with see me as a bigotted transphobe. I find it so difficult to get my head round.