Great stuff. Thanks @Bosky . Looks like some of these papers might be the source materials for aspects of the Cass report?
I've also now discovered SEGM for more relevant research articles.
It's an odyssey.
Just had the training btw.
Totally ideological and how I expected it to be.
The problem as I see it from this experience, is that it is such a massive divide to bridge; between those who are just empathic, want to be kind, often apolitical, and completely unaware of what's going on, and those whose eyes have been opened.
The journey to get there can be so incremental, and requires a personality that tends to question orthodoxy in the first place.
And I wonder if the only way to get there is that people have to make that journey themselves.
The trainer was very sweet in manner, and there was a vaguely fawning/highly admiring response from everyone to the trainer too.
I could really sense, how or me to directly challenge in the situation, would have just looked to others there, like I was a bigotted mad woman- and most likely counterproductive.
I felt shaky and heartbeaty throughout at the goddam dystopian and overwhelming weirdness of it. And so dismayed at realising how vast the gap was between what everyone else was hearing and reading and what I was.
I opted for the Louis Theroux approach-asking questions with an innocent ' hmmm...isn't this bit beflummoxing' way- highlighting contradictions. Even during this I struggled to regulate my physiological response. But I'm glad I at least did that- and maybe the best that could be done in the situation.
As someone suggested earlier, baby steps.
I noted one other person didn't include pronouns too which took some edge off.