I come from a place where politics arrived with a bomb when I was 14.
Politics therefore were not something that were not something that didn't touch me. To understand the world, I had to understand politics.
To move on, you have to have someone prepared to step in and talk of reconciling differences.
This is why I get just so annoyed at the politicians for not understanding or valuing that.
This is why trans fits in with the wider politics of division today, where we have retreated to our own communities and they just yell into social media, instead of sorting this out properly.
This is perhaps why I am just so disgusted by Jeremy Corbyn and Jo Swinson (I've not seen comment by Vince Cable, so thats why I mention her).
Jeremy Corbyn has built a reputation as a 'man of peace'. The LD are supposed to be the centrist party and to believe in moderation in politics.
But when it comes to the crunch they are indulging in what? Where are they? What are they doing to resolve the situation? To build political consensus. In any area.
For all the platitudes of 'more in common' that they hail as virtuous there this.
Part of the process isn't merely to go we are all alike. It is to celebrate why we are different and why that is actually ok. Its this thing of respect.
That's why I struggle so much. Every effort thrown back in the face because you don't simply agree and don't simply conform.
The world would be a worst place if we had to do that.
I'm a bit emotional, as i've just watch Patrick Kielty's excellent documentary 'my dad, the peace deal and me' which has reminded me of just why I got into politics and studied journalism in the first place.
I've had enough of them and us politics. Nothing good ever comes of it.