I love hip hop - the production, the rhythms, the bass, the beats, the tempo etc.
Growing up listening to Dr Dre, Snoop Dogg, Busta etc definitely influenced me, and not in a good way. I thought my worth was based on pleasing men, often sexually, or boosting their damn egos. I can't pin it totally on the music I listened to, but it had to have played a part.
Now when I hear some of the lyrics I loved when I was 12/13/14, I'm actually disgusted by it.
I don't want to give up listening to hip hop though. Do you think it's possible to have non misogynistic hiphop, or are the two mutually exclusive??
The older I get, the more depressed I am when I look back at my teen years. So many negative influences that are mainstream. Its so damaging!