Forgot to say, the C4 documentary shook me too. I post on porn threads because I think it is important to do so, but they do really get to me. I hate thinking that right now, as we are posting, somewhere, a woman is being put through that
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I scared the crap out of myself the other day by saying, I'll google porn, click on the first result and then close my eyes and click on whatever on the page. I posted about it on the 'convince me thread'. I was shocked and shaken TBH even though I thought I knew what I might see. It was worse though, it was actual torture that was being filmed as entertainment.
Sorry to offload like this but your comments about Felicity sort of brought it back. I can't get the poor woman I saw out of my head. I hope to god she is ok but I can't help thinking she probably isn't. 
It is just all so fucked up.