Hey guys.
Female, 33
I've had IBS D for 9 years since getting some virus in 2017. My life changed completely as of 2018 and it has been the bain of my life. In the last few years I've somehow managed to undergo a Masters degree, a job at a solicitor and tour in a band from 2019-2022. I unfortunately have had to alter all of this due to the severity of my issues and currently awaiting the result of whether I can get any allowance from the government as I'm working up to 40hrs per week and this has made my gut severely overstimulated.
I finally got a colonoscopy in late 2023 after begging and revisiting the docs(it should NOT have taken this long) where i was convinced they'd find Crohns, inflammation or even cancer. I'd been so so poorly especially as I had my gallbladder removed in 2022. To my surprise they found nothing. They did multiple biopsies however due to gas & air not being affective, I was in agony and begged them to stop the procedure. They did around 90% of the test i believe.
Two days ago I had an enlightening and positive appointment with a specialist. He informed that looking at my medical history my issues seemed to stem from gut brain axis and that it seemed my issues post-infection seemed to be a nerve problem.
Whilst practitioners have been prescribing me Imodium and buscopan, this doc advised I try Amitriptyline.
I was chuffed initially as I'd read thousands of good reviews and that ibs D sufferers got their lives back however, ive made the mistake of reading reddit this morning and have severe anxiety about it making me unwell. I have lifelong emetophobia and even the word Nausea gets my heart racing. I read a couple of reviews stating it actually made gut issues worse and one said they got very sick after one dose.
Im off for the next 4 days so imagine its a good time to try it before work next week but im so petrified of feeling unwell.
Can anyone give me any encouragement or tips on how to approach this?
Ironically enough, ive been having a good few days without symptoms so its tempting to stick with my trusty imodium. The specialist was shocked that I only take one imodium every few days as he said this was a very low dose