Hey, I think I just want to write this out.
I found m another lumps on my breast today, hard and unmoving yet no pain. Similar to one I found a while ago. I found a lump somewhere else too.
Breast cancer runs in my family. Logically, I know I should get it checked out but at 22, I don’t think there’s much they’ll say to me. I think I’d feel silly even showing up.
I know it’s better to be safe than sorry, I just can’t find the motivation to do it. I have this habit of pretending things are going to be okay so I don’t worry or stress, I sort of push it back and don’t think about it because it’s not happening now. Maybe i’m in that mindset.
I don’t think I can speak to anyone else about this, I did try but I genuinely don’t have any friends and my partner loves me but doesn’t really get it when I first told him a while ago, before the second lump appeared.
Im expecting some blood results to come back tomorrow for an unrelated reason, if they’re normal I guess I’ll stop thinking about it.
Just wanted to vent, thank you.