I have never really struggled with periods until now, before I got pregnant with my first born I had the implant in for 9 years which never really allowed me to have a proper period, so I am a little oblivious to how bad they can actually be. I had the implant put back in after my first born, removed again and then got pregnant with my second who is now 13 weeks so again didn’t really experience a proper period.
Since my first period last month I had awful mood, irritability, heightened anxiety, a strange sense of fear and doom, almost like I was on edge with everything and the worst part I experienced, I had my first ever hot flash which resulted in a panic attack. Had exactly the same again yesterday and today and just come on my period. It has been hell! 2 days of feeling very low, depressed, angry, scared etc, then the hot flash and then come on my period straight after! Day 1 of period I am extremely emotional! Looking back at photos of my first born when he was a baby, out of nowhere I sort of got the urge to do this, almost like I was trying to make myself feel worse 🤣
So my question is… is this normal or is this PMDD? I find it hard to differentiate the two when google says the symptoms are similar.