I'm not sure why I'm posting (maybe for some reassurance) but I feel sick with anxiety over this.
I've never had a smear test, I think I was probably really uneducated on the importance of them in my late 20s and it never really crossed my mind to be honest. I had a baby when I was 30 and later that year booked a smear test, which I ended up having to cancel as I was away- never rebooked . After a series of miscarriages and another baby in early this year I seem to have had a sudden realisation and booked one in for next week.
I feel so so stressed out about it that I feel sick. I have basically convinced myself that I will be found to have cervical cancer and have been non stop reading stories about it. I have no symptoms or anything like that, so I'm not sure why I've got such anxiety. I just want it all to be over and have a clear result.