Hi, I'm not quite sure why I'm posting this, I think I need a handhold really 💐
I'm 21, with a 6 month old baby. I have absolutely no plans of having another baby soon , after having my baby I went on the pill but had to come off it as recommended by the dr as I was undergoing medical investigations. We then started using condoms, the odd time didn't use one in the heat of the moment (really stupid i'm well aware) but dp has never actually finished inside of me of course pulled out. (Also well aware this is seriously silly for someone who does NOT want another baby yet) anyway... my periods returned 4 weeks pp and have been regular ever since, until now i'm 5 days late and I am terrified, I am genuinely shaking with anxiety and fear.
I wasn't able to get out so I ordered pregnancy tests that are arriving today. My heart is beating out of my chest , I am not okay. I don't have any symptoms of pregnancy, with my baby I had loads even before my missed period. But that doesn't mean anything.
If the test comes back positive today I will be genuinely distraught. Absolutely devastated. Consequences of my own stupid actions!!! Abortion isn't an option for me.
I will come back and update , if it's positive I will really need a handhold and some advice. I am SO scared!