Hi
Sorry in advance for the long post. I am a mess and looking for any advice/ similar experiences.
I had a bleed last week at 38 weeks told I had what looks like a cervical ectropian however the doctor was concerned about something on the side of this and requested a urgent colposcopy and wanted this before I deliver. Roll on yesterday I had the colposcopy and the doctor took one look and said biopsy now to the nurse I then said why he said because I think this looks malignant!! At this point it starts to become a blur.
My DH was present and as in as much shock as me he said he wasn’t sure what it was but it did look very usual and would sent the biopsy’s off and see me in his clinic in 1 week for the result so I have to wait now till next week to know for sure with the added complication I am due to give birth any day!
I then attended maternity triage and completely broke down to a lovely obstetrician who agreed to induce me this Wednesday to ensure I wouldn’t be in labour next week and could attend the appointment etc and the baby would be here and sorted. She also phoned the consultant from the morning and said that he had said he wasn’t sure what it was he didn’t know but he was concerned enough to biopsy a pregnant women which he rarely would do however it could be a number of things such as maybe CIN3, HPV infection or as he said malignancy.
I just don’t know how to process what’s happening I don’t know how to get through labour. I feel sad that my baby is coming out to a mum who’s so mentally struggling to process everything. I also have a 2 year old and soon to be new born and awaiting such results next week.
I don’t know what to gain from this post just looking for anyone with any similar experience etc or words of wisdom to try and calm me down. I am struggling to process I will be induced tomorrow when I am so mentally drained!
if you’ve made it to end of this thank you!!