Hi all. Looking for some moral support/hand holding 🙏. Apologies for the essay! I went to the breast clinic on Friday as I had itching/ slight white discharge on one side, no lump. The nurse who saw me said it probably just eczema causing itching and discharge was dead skin cells but sent me for mammogram and ultrasound whilst I was there. Sonographer spent a long time looking at me and to my shock said her eye was being drawn to a 'vague' patch and she wasn't sure what it was. They took 3 samples from a biopsy there and then and put a marker clip in. The same nurse who saw me brought a breast cancer nurse in and said the ultrasound found a small (11 by 10mm) something that looked different from surrounding tissue and that it was indeterminate/slightly suspicious. They emphasised that if it was nasty it was treatable and my lymph nodes were clear on the scan.. but they just couldn't tell me how likely it was it was cancer, they reiterated it was an indeterminate finding and I would have to wait for the results next Friday. My appointment is with a consultant surgeon but they told me this is standard for a biopsy result.
Since then I have veered from feeling so sick with worry I can't eat to being weirdly calm last night, and then back to flapping now. I am trying to prepare myself for bad news whilst knowing it isn't definite yet. Has anyone got any reassurance either way? Anyone had similar language used and it be good news or am I right in thinking this is probably bad ☹️?
I guess they don't biopsy unless they are slightly concerned but the 'slightly suspicious', 'vague' and indeterminate words have frightened me.
My Mum is 70 and had a clear biopsy this year but she is on hols and I don't want to worry her by telling her til I know. Her Mum, my Grandma, died of breast cancer in her early 50s. I am in my early 40s with 3 kids 11 and under. Trying my best to keep it together.