Hi everyone, so I was seeing someone for around six months, everything was ok although he did seem kinda needy for sex at times, I said I wanted to wait until I felt comfortable, about 5 days ago we had sex for the first time and I noticed after there was a flat sore on his penis with a little white mark in the middle, looked kind of like an ulcer but when I felt this it felt exactly like skin, no raised marks nothing just felt like his skin and it did not hurt him either when I touched it. When I researched everything points that this was not herpes due to being flat and smooth like skin and not ulcerated or blistered - the guy did actually only end up wanting one thing from me and blocked me on everything after, I feel so sad about the whole thing and the fact he blocked me has made me panick that he has knowingly given me something, of course I will get checked when it's been two weeks but I'm consistently looking down below as I know this is the only way to know essentially and I'm so scared ☹️ he was the first guy I liked since breaking up with my child's father and I'm so shocked he's done this, the mark was a red circle and white mark in middle but as I mention it was completely flat, smooth and just felt like part of his skin.... he told me at the time he thinks it was a friction burn and I did also use a condom but the condom was a bit small and kept rising up so I'm worried the mark touched me 😩 I guess I'm just looking for some reassurance/advice/tips on how not to panic lol