Hi all,
Just looking for a hand hold I guess...
I have suffered with anxiety particularly relating to my health for a while now but it has got worse over this past year since my mum passed away quite unexpectedly. I had a couple of incidences of light spotting at the end of November outside of my period so went to my GP who examined me and she said my cervix looked a little red and a lot like what they call a cervical ectropion (a harmless growth of cells on the outside of the cervix that can cause spotting and more discharge). I have not had this spotting again since but have had a bit of discharge that is white/creamy coloured.
She said she would refer me non-urgently to gynaecology to have a colposcopy which is apparently standard procedure. She said I'd be waiting 6-8 weeks to be seen but unlikely to be more. I got a letter through for 14th March... which would be 16 weeks after my GP visit! I have managed to get a cancellation for 22nd Feb but I am just so worried now with how much time is passing that if it is something serious it will have got worse.
I have read lots about how cells take a long time to develop into cervical cancer which is reassuring but I have never had a smear as I am only turning 24 this month so am not eligible for another year. I know the stats are on my side but I am just overanalysing everything atm and going to the worst case scenario.
I am really trying to manage my anxiety and get a grip on it so I have avoided running to a private clinic (which I could afford at a push). I don't want to get into that habit though and I need to learn to trust what the GP has told me. The more anxious I am feeling, the more tempting it is... I could be seen privately next Monday but that is only 16 days before my NHS colposcopy... Any advice pls!