I hope someone can help calm me down. Before I start I do have an appointment booked but in the meantime I am beside myself.
I woke up early hours a few weeks ago with stabbing pains in my left pelvis area very low down. Straight away I panicked that it was oc.
The pains went after a day but since then I have been having aches and pains in the area. Sometimes nothing then I notice them. My doctor was not concerned and I had my tummy felt and all ok. I calmed down but it’s remained in my background, a constant fear that I have oc.
Then a couple of days ago I decided to check my tummy and groin area. I have found a small lump in my groin and have lost the plot linking it to my oc fears. I rang the doctor and spoke to a nurse who said to leave it two weeks and if it’s not gone then let them know. I’ve got my hubby to check and I’ve spent hours feeling it.
Then I googled. So now I’m terrified it’s c that’s spread. Everything I’ve read says if it’s hard it’s bad. My lump is very small and I can feel it with one finger - like a small pea. But it also feels very firm. I can’t really feel it without pressing in. It’s only the one and not on other side which makes me think it’s bad. My hubby says it would be very obvious if it was a worry and that I wouldn’t have found it if I’d not gone looking, but isn’t that how we find these things, by checking our bodies?
I am 53 and been on sequential HRT for a year and all I can think is that now I’m 53 I am much more likely to have oc.
I know that noone can tell me what it is but if anyone can help reassure a little it would help so much. I’m sorry this is so long but I just don’t know where to turn. 😔