I've had 20 + years of gynae issues linked to endometriosis and cysts. I've had 6 laperoscopies amd been on every hormone you can imagine in that time.
Two and a half years ago I got really sick. I puffed up and looked full term pregnant. It was a really scary time of blood tests, scans and I ended up going private as the waiting times were just too long to contents, especially given the bloating, exhaustion and back pain.
We never really got to the bottom of it and I was passed from gastroenterology back to gynae. The working theory was a gluten intolerance mixed with travelling scar tissue over stomach and bows but, given the number of previous surgeries, it was felt managing by diet (going completely gluten, wheat and dairy free) coupled with HRT would solve the issue in the short term and give some relief. We could then regroup and figure out whether further operations were needed.
Then covid hit.
My gynae consultant prescribed Estradot 50 to be changed 2 x per week. It was only to be for three months but it stretched to almost a year when my gp called me in a panic and told me that I needed to take progesterone 12 nights a month too.
I did this and , while things got to the point I could function, I wasn't great.
My consultant then retired and I wasn't given a new one.
Things have got progressively worse in the last 6 months. Extreme pelvic pressure where it feels like things are going g to fall out, a constant need to pee, extreme lower abdomen pain , leakage, extreme lower back pain, odd smelling discharge.
I finally got back on the list for a new consultant and had a video conference in February this year. She was shocked at the treatment schedule and booked me in for an internal scan. This isn't until December. We'll discuss treatment options then but its looking like a hysterectomy (I'm mid 30s)
I stopped the patches and progesterone in September because my mood swings, skin and weight gain/bloating are out of control. Ik militant with my food but any time I eat -even clean foods- I expand. I thought it was time to give my body a break but have gone back after 5 weeks as I am so sore and uncomfortable.
I'm now so panicked about the damage that has been done when on the year of eostrogen. My symptoms align massive with something sinister and I getting worse by the day. The only positive is the fact I'm not losing weight but everything else is deeply concerning.
I have 8 weeks to go to the scan. I don't know what to do.
Sorry for venting. I just feel really let down and so worried that this mistake may lead to something really bad.