I’m hesitant to go to the dr in case he thinks I’m a weirdo. I moved house and since then have only been in to the dr (v. small practice) for a smear, a breast exam (sent me for follow up tests and came back as benign) and persistent thrush [embarrassed]
Over the last year, I’ve noticed that before I start my period I have had at least one deeply depressive day a day or two before I start (knowing doesn’t help me cope).
I spent most of yesterday in bed crying and depressed after a big argument with dh. Carried on feeling depressed today (we have new noisy neighbours who moved in two months after us - I can’t bare this and want to move, dh thinks that if we move so soon we might get noisy neighbours again. I feel trapped).
I’ve been feeling deeply depressed all day. About 5 minutes ago, I feel something lift. I’ve just been to the toilet and my period has started.
I can’t live like this.